Friday, March 30, 2007
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
In transit
Monday, March 26, 2007
It’s difficult for me to grasp the magnitude of global travel. You arrive at the airport and suddenly you’re in a new little world. One where no one knows anyone and everyone is going to and coming from somewhere else. Each person contributes a little to the world in an almost inaudible way, yet each flight arrives in a place completely different than that of where it departed. It’s hard for me to imagine that as I sit here at LAX, people stroll by on there way to a new gate fresh off the plane from somewhere I can hardly imagine to do something that I will probably not even know happened yet is essential to the overall productivity of the world. Then, think of all the people scurrying about at LAX and realize that it is only one of 1000’s of airports around the world.
Saturday, March 24, 2007
The art of war
Saturday, March 24, 2007
It’s important to note how the changes in the world effect the global expectations. For instance, consider the world before technology and how humanity has “evolved” to incorporate the world as we know it… Once, when the Neanderthals roamed the world with audacity, grunting and beating their chests in communication, the “anger” was the brilliance behind their ability to defend themselves and win the meal. Slowly, communication changed and the world became “civilized…” Now, only athletes posses the audacity to slay, and even then it is tempered only to win/wound, not kill. So when the likes of my team and I are dueling on the way up a hill you’ll know what exactly is on our minds… all I want to do is hurt the next guy, I want him to feel the burn so bad that he’d rather be dead. And yes, that is the mindset. I know you think it’s uncivilized, but it’s about what it takes, and if you can’t deal with it, perhaps some Tylenol is in line. Remember, deep down, we’re all Neanderthals…
Thursday, March 22, 2007
The shades that reflect reality
Redlands, CA
You know that feeling when the horizon is so bright that you can’t think or even consider your next move until a moment passes? Yet even when that moment does pass, the horizon just begins to shine brighter… I’ve considered this so many times now. The world is one big bright sphere of potential with no actual reality. Everything is “this could be that” and “that could be this…” Nothing is actually set in stone. When I take a look into the future many visions appear, but each time I look, the sight is so bright that I can’t make sense of even one of them.
Maybe soon, perhaps quite soon, the future will emerge and what it holds will become clear…
Monday, March 12, 2007
Push-ups and pull-ups in seclusion
Monday, March 12, 2007
I suppose the suspense that awaits this post is immense; unfortunately I don’t have much to offer it. Nothing worthy of my writing has occurred of late, indeed, even the intrigue of my thought has eluded me. It’s been the simple routine of training and eating combined with a bit of sleep. I find this to be the formula for success. I suppose I could live atop a mountain armed only with a trainer and bike and still kick it with the best of ‘em while maintaining a level headed approach to life. I guess that depends on your definition of “level headed” though. The strange part about the immediate situation is that I find myself a week at the routine when at once it feels as though a day has past… Most unusual, it is perhaps an amplification of the mental utopia. When you know you have a week of 4-5 hour rides, every moment of every day is consumed by thought of those rides, which effectively turns those days into 4-5 hour days. I’ve never realized how that worked until now though.
Aside from the well-being of I and the most routine spin of the Earth at once, I did recently discover that Redlands is actually less than 2 weeks from now. I suppose that would be due in part to the speed at which the past week has moved.
Monday, March 05, 2007
Sunday, March 04, 2007
Training in motion
Sunday, March 04, 2007
Today was my first real day of training since returning from California. I went out on an easy four hour ride and ended up feeling great. Tomorrow I will do the same thing, except a bit harder and a bit longer- just to ease back into training.
The case with the weather here in Washington is often not as it should be, so it’s been a while since I actually set out on a ride in motion (not on the trainer). Nevertheless, the weather changed with a partly cloudy sky, no rain, and a temperature of 56 degrees. Perhaps the change of weather is symbolic and represents the end of my illness and a fresh new start after a short but recuperating break.
Friday, March 02, 2007
The gait of triumph
Friday, March 02, 2007
The predicament of mine at once is that the training is momentarily on hold. For me, and dissimilar to many of my rivals, preparation is a chance to get an edge on everyone who shows up to the race not wearing argyle. If training is not underway, the feeling is terribly of waste. That is the feeling immediately. I understand of course, that if I were to train right now, it would probably jeopardize the next couple weeks of training, or even, similar to last year, leave me sort of sick for the rest of the year.
Today I rode 2 hours. Yesterday: 2 hours. The day before that: 1 hour. Tomorrow: 2 hours. Then, maybe, I’ll begin the preparation that wins races again.